When I'm sick of myself, I'll write.
When I writing, I'm sick n getting worst.
The more I give advise, the worst I think I'll be.
Is it true that writing can really heals your feeling?
Huh?!
I can't really see any effect from it plus they've become even worst.
I read the Anne Frank before. She wrote something like
"Sometimes, paper can understand better than human"
Is that true? Ah?? If you don't agree with it,
why am I still writing here?
"I want to improve my english writing skill sir!"
elleh~ yo ko? kecek cam uje demo.
I'm not totally agree or disagree with it.
Because it might could help me a bit. Just like a Panadol.
You just not feeling sick anymore not because you are not sick,
but it's just because the information of sense of sick, can't be
identify by you due to the interrupted of impulse that tells your
brain you are sick! Thiswas what I've learn in form 5 dol! ha3.
I'm sick when I'm writing and I think that I've start to feels
crazy like now.
Laughing alone? Who's the person that always like that? You guest..
You know what.. I don't know who you are,
cause I'm not promoting this blog to the others.
Could be setan who ask me to do this,
and make me don't do my delayed home work.
This was really bad habit of my.
It was really hard for me to get rid of it.
Why? Why? Konapo gilo?
Entahlah. I still can't figure it out.
Is it because I'm too lazy to do something?
Or because there's no good reason,
I mean really good reason just for me to make the work done.
Is it really-really need any better reason to STUDY? SOLAT?
to improve yourself in educational? to keep yourself clean?
to make your life become better.
Why la wey~
I don't know weather I can skate and hockeying back or not,
I still want to play, but I can't.
God have a really tough test for me now.
Maybe It's because that I've think sport can heals me.
I can enjoy life socialize myself in sport.
get along with friends, have a good friends in sport
like there's not other way than that.
So now God has teach me to try something else.
OH! It could be because I forget about God when I'm in sport.
Or I've become too proud of myself when I'm in it.
Could be because I think that as long as I'm in sport
there's no better things that is worth to do than that.
Ya ALLAH!
Please help me ~
I really need to work on myself rite now,
in order to become better Muslim as what you required.
I know that the main purpose we live in Earth is
to serve you. It is not just by solat all the time and doesn't care
about the ummah.
But be responsible in every aspect.
to your religion
urself
ur family
frens
ur studies. lab report. assignment.
etc.
Just because of the only one God.
Lillahi Ta'ala.
It's a simple word to spell and said.
But in order too achieve it? WOW!
Believe me. It was tough dong. REEEALL TOUGH.
Plus you can't even declare like you are like that,
but you are not doing it. It was real big sin dude.
Why are this things happening?
Why can't it be as simple as it suppose to be?
why? mak! kenape mak?
Are you going to blame satan for the sin that
you have commit by yourself? I don't know.
But I still do that. It's SETAN fault.
huu~~
They just doing their job dude!
There's nothing wrong with it to them.
They just keeping their promise to God. That's how it work.
But the problem is you!
What you gonna do with d problems,
d problems is you. (sex pistols,Problems)
You the one who not keeping your promise to God.
Maybe you can't remember the promise that you
have done before, where before you came to earth.
But everything have been stated in quran.
If you claim that you are muslim.
why can't you understand all of the promise that
all of us have made before.
Don't you believe in that Holy Book?
The words of God. It's not come from a
human at all, it's from our creator.
Like a inventor who invent the machine,
the word that he said about it, something about the
maybe a precaution or manual to operate it..
You must believe in that aren't you?
Why? Because he the one who created it.
He know the best about it that the others.
The god know about us really well.
Believe in it. Then your life will become better.
Keep the promise between we and THEM.
Serve him for the best. Don't serve for the satan.
Until it's the end of the world.
Insyallah..
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