kecek dok supo buak!..

Everything is simple to be said rather than just making it to become a reality.

People are love to say anything that they like and even can write anything that they want to write. It doesn't matter as long as it is not againts the akta keselamatan dalam negeri or they'll be arrest by ISA.

Entahlah! But the point is, can the writing could give any benefit or effect to anything else? such as the country,friends,anybody aroundthem,believes.or ect.

It's something that hardly to say cause even me don't rally know how to say about that either.

Today,I finished my 3rd paper for this semester and there's still 2 paper to go.

Actually that was not going so well. I was just hoping that it will going well when I received the result soon. The truth is most of the question have come out on past year exam,but pathetisly to say,I'm not even took a glinse on it before.

Maybe I was just taking too easy on it and got too much waiting (actually the words that I want to say is bertangguh) or delay the time for study for too much. Even now I could write on something.

Tomorrow I'll become 21. One of the properties (haha! that's it's like polymer properties lak) or behavior,worst,bad,syaitan or whatever meaning that refer to not good to refer on this bertangguh;I really want to get rid of it.

I become like this since I was a kid. Sometimes is turn out to be good (Alhamdulillah) and some are doesn,'t. But actually if it still going well, I not really satisfy in it (It's not because that I not bersyukur (thankfull) enough to GOD,but I hate myself to work on that way.

For an example today,I've start to revise my whole lecture note on Process Control last night at 9p.m at Saiful's House. I was just like before,though that it still can be work out and can finished it in one night.For the first 3 hour it is going well but at last it end with I slept while the others are still studying and strunggle for their best for today's paper. Eventually it's end up with I have too much trouble in answering the question but not for them,it's turn out to be so easily.

It was really hard for me to get rid of this behaviour cause I always pretend to don't know how.

It was the ability to control on yourself to force them to do what is suppose to do or to do what is the most important at the right place and the right time. Maybe this is due to the lack of iman of mine. I was too lazy to go to the mosque and have a jemaah together with the other. That why I've become delay and too much taking it easy on the others stuff.

I hope that writingis going to remind me moreon what to do and what to do for myself. Because when I'm writing,it seem that I'll make a list of what is the thing that I've done wrong before and it look like It really need to be working hard for it.

Thare're more thing sthat I would like to improve later on which I don't really know whether it's good or not.It's the ability to tell my feeling to the others honestly. I don't know what is wrong about it, maybe because I too shy,too scared,coward,or myego were too high, or could be that I'm too picky on choosing somebody to become as a friends. Improve my english and my writing.

I'm also wish for a better bless from god and hope that I could apologize to everybody and also everybody could apologize me.

Tomorrow is our official Family Day's at Batu Malimbut sadly I'm not going because I still have to seat for a paper on 4th May,which is next Monday,which is 3 more days,and I'm even start to study on anything yet.

Okaylah! kecek banyk tak guno kalo kecek tak supo buak..

ciao~ peace.

A piece of something in the middle of examination weeks.

Tomorrow the material student will face one of the hardest test of the semester. It's the Process Control~!!
How hard the test is, the materials' student is still manage to study the whole thing in one day. We never know whether it is going to well or not until the result came out next month.

Enough for the exam.

Now I would like to talk a little bit about something happen in Tak Bai, Thailand. The government of Thaksin believe that the people in Southern Thailand is linked to the international terrorist. The truth is the they are just an ordinary villager who want nothing than a better life out from the poverty.This things happen on the October 25,2004.Most people are less acknowledge about it. More than 650 people who die violent there.Every man, mostly teenagers like me have been arrest innocently without any charge.1/2 strip. Laying on the road. Kicked. Shot. Sadly to say that most of them are happening to the muslims. Even most of the are Malay too. Their mother just waited for the dead body at home.

After their son have been caught.Hit till die. They just came-out to the village and show them the pic of the dead body by stamping all the pic off the wall. Some of them without even the picture but just a list of name.

These case have been brought to the UN. About the death of many people there is cause by the military action,but Thaksin have denied it. He said that the death is due to the weak because of their fasting month. I've watch the video,the suffering that they have face is really humaliating. Alhamdulillah thanks God it's not happen here in Malaysia,yet. This is the peace that we need to appreciate and full filling it with something usefull to the religion and nation.

All of these power abuse have been done by the former president of Thailand who is Thaksin Narratiwat. While their people suffer for the oppressed by their own country, he is busy trying to buy Liverpool FC. What a shame! How could he lives in the lives like this. I hope that all he'll pay for the oppression that he have done there.

The other things happen during these incident is all of the muslim woman teacher have been force to take of their scarf@hijab@tudung. Thaksin show low respect on other practice religion.

Actually there's more things that I would to write in here,but due to lack of time we have and the lack of vocab and too much worst grammar that I have used, it's like forcing me to stop writing anymore for today.

I hope that i will take a lesson after watching the video of violent done by the military to the people of Southern Thailand.

I am still sad and unsatisfied here because I still could manage to send the real expression and idea about that incident. Why it is so hard to write a better English.

Oklah! Learn more,practice and used it a lot. ciao~

Declaration

Something that I really wanna ask everybody else, especially me myself(if i can make it happen) .It sound nonsense are they?

Could you claim that you believe in something but you still didn't do what you believe in?
What am I trying to say here is,everybody muslim claim that they are muslim. Commiting sin and they will end up in the hell in the life after that. But why we are still making it happen? even me? keep committing sin?

Claiming that satan is an evil,but still keep doing what satan done and ask you to do so.

We know that if we do something that ask by the religion such as doing good deeds to the other or something else that good and we could end up being in heaven soon. But still, we don't want to do it.

I would to come with something to compare here,even there's somebody say it worse when i 've wrote in answerbag before. You claim that if we hungry than we need to eat, but you still don't do it even you claim it is true. So how is that suppose to be happen? and what will happen to you? if you are not doing something that that you belief is true plus it's really the truth. You'll end up suffer rite?

I'm sorry for blaming you to much on this thing. Actually that mostly are reffeing to me myself.
Hoping that this writing could make me realize what I've done wrong before. It is also due to the too much answerbag for myself.

Screw people on AB. Screw YOU!! myself too!! *sob* *sob*

Writing to become a better writer.

This is like a start. actually i got nothing to write about, but in order to improve my english i need to write something everyday. This is just my theory,which i don't remember where i quote it. I knew that my grammar were really suck and i don't have any idea to improve it anymore, even I have taken many english class before. Actually all of us do rite. Maybe as earlier as the TADIKA.

We are in the middle of the examination week now. But my main core paper haven't start yet now. What keep wondering in my mind now is;
.in order to achieve something,what matters the most?

• your effort
• time taken to study
• or bless from GOD (and mine is ALLAH)

The other things that keep me thinking is, how people who have power think about the safety of the world now? Are the HUMAN RIGHT society or wutsoever stuff really fight for human right? or just the thing that they think is right. This become comflict in me due to the speech of President of Iran Mahmood Ahmadenejaj (not really sure the spelling) in the I-dont-remember-the-name-conference before. He fight for a muslim that have been oppressed around the world especially Palestine. But the other people think that he's just talk about nonsence and just leave the conferrance rudely without listening to what he said first.

UH! thought just want to make simple short writing,but become too much pulak. Enough for just now I think. Need to continue study and make some effort for study so that i could gain some understanding and importantly pahala and bless from ALLAH.

(note: those picture taken when we got PALAPES BOWLING TOURNAMENT at jitra,macam badut,but chill la kan,dah la cam budak solah kluar outing,,hahaha!!)